You can always tell how stressed I am by looking at my desk. Does it looks like an avalanche in the making, ready to bury the unsuspecting passerby? Then you know I am a little stressed. Though to be fair I may just be going through a creative streak.
I know it is bad when my students offer to clean my desk off. When I am working on a new unit, I can tune out all distractions. The papers multiply, the book stacks grow taller, until either I come up for breath or my principal threatens to take my laptop away.
You see this is the first laptop I have had for school. It arrived the last of October and she told me she wouldn’t give it to me until I had my desk cleared off. It took me a week to dig out from under the piles of paper. I feel good that I managed to control the chaos until now. Three months people could see that there was a desk.
Right now the stacks are making me uncomfortable. They are growing taller. I can play hide and seek and no one would find me. I keep telling myself I need to take baby steps combined with action, instead of just reading FlyLady’s blog http://www.flylady.com/. She teaches people how to move from chaos to order. I read her posts hoping to bring order to my life and not just because she is funny.
I know the paper monster is lurking, hidden within the stacks. Waiting for that unsuspecting soul to walk by triggering an avalanche. Where to start? Hmm – I really don’t want to deal with the paper monster right now. I think I’ll go and play with some new ideas for class next week.
I've been sick this week, now the paper monster has visited me too.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment on my site, Ruth. I really enjoy your writing style. (Also, elementary librarian would probably be my ideal career. It's neat to read about your experiences with it...)
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